tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10558745147912036122023-07-19T15:00:24.326+08:00Speak.<center>Tak mampu cakap.</center>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger21125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-78515806785748160862022-03-08T16:54:00.001+08:002022-03-08T16:54:45.796+08:00Women's Day - The backbone and The CreatorThis week it feels like I've fallen into a big hole.<div>A big rock has been tied to my heart, to be sunk into the darkest, endless pit.</div><div><br></div><div>I'm tired, I'm restless. The happy skin that I wore everyday has worn out. This unstable mood swing, swings too much. I cried without a reason, I'm upset without a clue.</div><div><br></div><div>Then this came,</div><div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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</div>I've tried to hold my tears, and grinned from ear to ear. This small wish has patched up the hole and cut the rope that has tied my heart to the rock.</div><div><br></div><div>الحمدلله, ya الله. You're giving me a big thing, in a form of human, that can love me even I'm not good enough. I've forgotten how big is your love towards your slaves, and I'm being ungrateful, استغفر الله. </div><div><br></div><div>I hate where the time I forgot about You. It feels empty. The presence of him, make me always remember of You, it's a present from You. A beautiful love, a mesmerizing support and endless reminder of You, الله ❤ </div><div><br></div><div><i>Lots of love,</i></div><div><i>Jay</i></div><div><br></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-79400842692824170282021-11-01T02:46:00.000+08:002021-11-01T02:46:05.643+08:00To the Man.. that I Fall In Love WithDear you,<div>I've never imagine that there's someone out there will fall in love with me. What do I have to make you fall?</div><div><br></div><div><i>Normal face, ordinary looking, boring attitude</i>. That's me.</div><div><br></div><div>Countless time I've put myself down, lower than the ground.</div><div>You hated me for that. You tell me to love myself more and I've thanked you for that. I'm learning and still learning ❤.</div><div><br></div><div>You bring lights to my life like the torchbearer, and I grateful for that. You take lots of space in my heart and I feel content.</div><div><br></div><div>You warm me up, cheer me up in your own way each time when I'm down. Even we live 434km apart.</div><div><br></div><div>I love your family and I wish to be part of it. That's my recent dream.</div><div><br></div><div>I don't know how to tell you, besides by writing this. I was in my darkest side for years, and there's you. I was hiding all this sadness behind the happy face that I wear all the time. Suddenly, I've opened up my stressful jar and let it out. I'm glad. Glad that you're there.. to listen.</div><div><br></div><div>My darkest side will never leave me but you're accepting me for who I am and thank God, I'm blessed with it. I wish I can hug you each time I "tripped". Kiss my pain away and wipe my tears.</div><div><br></div><div>You're my comfort zone that I wish to stay forever.</div><div>Please stay by my side. Always.. until I die.</div><div><br></div><div>But if and only if, our jodoh is not that long, I'm wishing that you will always be happy, happy with whomever that you're destined with. Because once you're happy, I feel complete. I will pray the happiness that you longing for.</div><div><br></div><div>This will be my last sorry. I'm sorry that I can't make you happy.</div><div><br></div><div>Thank you sayang.</div><div><br></div><div>Love,</div><div>- Jay</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-68384973352737612862021-10-31T23:35:00.000+08:002021-10-31T23:43:02.477+08:00Super FearlessShe wishes she could sing,<div>
She wishes she could dance,</div><div>She wishes she could do anything,</div><div>That can make her little heart sang.</div><div><br></div><div>A broken heart, a messy mind,</div><div>A sleepless night, an overthinking thought,</div><div>Has taken over her soul,</div><div>But still she standing strong.</div><div><br></div><div>Day by day,</div><div>That passed by,</div><div>She through it all,</div><div>By standing tall.</div><div><br></div><div>A strong mind,</div><div>A fearless soul,</div><div>That always lead her</div><div>For not to fall.</div><div><br></div><div>- Jay, 2021</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-85083516953457874222018-06-16T18:31:00.001+08:002018-06-16T18:34:41.983+08:00To My Dearest Person I've Met, Thank You<p dir="ltr">In your life,<br>
You have met many people.<br>
From there, you would love to keep some of them in very special place in your heart.<br>
You treasured them the most.<br>
You loving them as part of your family <i>(right after your family of course)</i>.<br>
You feel like incomplete without them sometimes.<br>
You sad if they are gone.</p>
<p dir="ltr">To my dearest people that I met in my life,<br>
Thank you for your existence.<br>
I will always keep thanking God, for these paths of our meeting.<br>
I have become a whole introvert person from an ambivert person as I grew up.<br>
Meeting new people, suffocate me,<br>
starting a conversation, troubled me,<br>
Hating unknown/new people without reason, that's me.<br>
But you, you are the one who found me in the dark.<br>
Your existence comfort me, thank you.</p>
<p dir="ltr">You guys rock my life.</p>
<p dir="ltr">- Jay ❤️</p>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-25011571501160132142016-07-10T23:32:00.001+08:002016-07-10T23:32:52.226+08:00Alone.<p dir="ltr">I'm broken inside.<br>
Trying to find myself.<br>
Couldn't reach to the deepest part of myself.<br>
What's that empty space and howl sounds from my heart?</p>
<p dir="ltr">Being left alone.<br>
It's fine.</p>
<p dir="ltr">But,<br>
Does anyone knew how does it feel?<br>
<i>Alone</i>. <b>Hurt</b>. <b><i>Broken</i></b>.</p>
<p dir="ltr">💔 - Jay</p>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-39208862018237927332015-11-29T22:31:00.003+08:002015-11-29T22:31:37.811+08:00How.How would I know myself better?<br />
<br />
People say, love yourself.<br />
<br />
How to be better than before?<br />
<br />
People say, We are humans, we can't never be perfect, but we can just improve ourselves to be better.<br />
<br />
How to gain something valuable?<br />
<br />
People say, Try to appreciate every little things that has given to us.<br />
<br />
How to make yourself happy?<br />
<br />
By making others happy :)<br />
<br />
How do we know that the people happy because of us?<br />
<br />
Well, maybe he or she seems comfortable when you with him or her. :)<br />
<br />
How to love someone deeply?<br />
<br />
.......<br />
<br />
<br />
Sincerely,<br />
<i>Jay</i> - Spread the love<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-60169498597586721512015-02-16T13:09:00.000+08:002015-02-16T13:09:06.648+08:00Jealousy<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I am jelaous,<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;">I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">jealous</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> of
his family; his parents, his siblings, aunties</span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-1" style="font-stretch: inherit;">,</span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"> </span></span></span>uncles,
cousins, niece, nephew, who being his priority and able to see him everyday or
at least people he would up to<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><span class="correction">every day</span>. </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I am jealous for them able to talk to him with
will and I am jealous with them for every<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-3" style="font-stretch: inherit;">fest</span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>celebrated together</span><span lang="MS">.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;">I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">jealous</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> of
all his mates, who get to sit and enjoy coffee after work, who have<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">talked</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> with
him at night before bed, who knows his problems, who watch his</span><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit;"> <span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">favorite</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"> series together every weekend. Whenever he with them I am scared to death for anything they might do.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;">I am jealous of his colleagues where he<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">spends</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> most
of time with.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"> I am jealous with people who shared<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">the same thing</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> with
him, who deal with same thing who fight the same battle and who have<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit;">the same interest</span> </span>and priority.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="correction"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;">I’m<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">jealous</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> of
the guard at his workplace or at his house who gets to see and know when he
come and when he leave. </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space">I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">jealous</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> of
them for being able to see how smart he looks every morning when he off to work
or when he back anytime when he<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">finishes</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> his
work shift.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;">I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">jealous</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> of
the<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">barista</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> where
he<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">always hangs</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> up
for knowing what is his<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">favorite</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> coffee,
knows when he need hot chocolate instead of coffee or know how he want his
drink like when he stress at job. </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space">I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">jealous</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> at
the moment when he<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">greets</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> with
a smile on his face. </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space">I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-6" style="font-stretch: inherit;">jealous</span> </span>for they able to see how he acts when he is
picking money from his wallet and the<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-7" style="font-stretch: inherit;">cut</span>e</span>-blur
face when he don’t have idea what to order</span><span lang="MS">.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;">I am jealous of people who got his attention on twitter, on<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">Facebook</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> or<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">Instagram</span>. I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><span class="correction">jealous</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> for
the attention he<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">gives</span>. </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I am jealous when he<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><span class="correction">learns</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> or
knows about other people. </span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space">I am jealous<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">of</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> people
whom he<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">gives</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> his
smile icon, where he put his comments and even for the tweets that he hit the</span><span id="GingerWidget-correction-7" style="font-stretch: inherit;"> <span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">favorite</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"> button.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;">I am jealous of his<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">favorite</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> place
for it knows him more.<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">When it sees</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> he
sad, when he happy or when he worried
about<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit;"> thing</span>s</span>. It<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">knows</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> your
worst</span><span class="correction">.</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"> I
am jealous for<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">it, learning</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> about
you more than me. I totaly am broke about you and it could write a book about
you.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;">I am jealous of his car. A space where he spend most of the
time. The moments he decide to park by the road and sleep when he’s tired, the
moment where he spend and hearing the song of his <span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">favorite</span></span></span>. </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I am jealous for it<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><span class="correction">drives</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> him<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit;">everywhere, but</span> </span>not to me yet.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="correction"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span lang="MS" style="background: white;"> I am jealous of
everything that attached to him. In fact I can feel the<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction">jealousy</span><span class="apple-converted-space"> is
in every<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-4" style="font-stretch: inherit;">vein</span><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">................</span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span></div>
<blockquote class="tr_bq" style="text-align: justify;">
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">I know that I don’t
own you,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">and perhaps I never
will.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">so my anger when
you’re with her,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">I have no right to
feel.</span></div>
</blockquote>
<br />
<blockquote class="tr_bq" style="text-align: justify;">
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">I know that you
don’t owe me,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">and I shouldn’t ask
for more;<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">I shouldn’t feel so
let down,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">all the times when
you don’t call.</span></div>
</blockquote>
<br />
<blockquote class="tr_bq" style="text-align: justify;">
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">What I feel I
shouldn’t show you,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">so when you’re
around I won’t;<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">I know I’ve no
right to feel it-<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">but it doesn’t mean
I don’t.</span></div>
</blockquote>
<br />
<blockquote class="tr_bq" style="text-align: justify;">
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span lang="MS">-Lang leav-<o:p></o:p></span></div>
</blockquote>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05929048085710162024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-33445170876736467352015-02-09T10:18:00.000+08:002015-02-09T10:28:09.184+08:00had never existed<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">That day, I was spending my weekend at
the shopping mall; Empire Damansara to be exact. Alone. Typical me. I love to be among the crowded of
strangers. They tell their story in their own way. I learn a lot from their
behavior</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">When kids pissed the
parents off. </span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">When couples sulking at each other. </span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">When husband and wife having
their bonding time.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">Or friends enjoying each other presence. </span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">I enjoy every
scene to the<span class="apple-converted-space"> b</span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-0" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">its</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;"> That day, I was passing by<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-1" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">Starbucks</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>at
ground level. I stopped at the entrance, staring inside the cafe.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space">Three</span><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;"> <span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">barista</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>at
the counter.</span>A few couple at the table of two in
every corner. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">A few tables of friend laughing. Look happy. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But one that caught
my eyes are that mid 30s guy.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Having a cup of hot chocolate, perhaps and
reading a book. It took me a while to get what he's reading.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /> 'Oh,
he is reading gone girl ' </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He is so into that story. It it is like he is the main character in the book. I am amazed.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br />I decided to take a seat at the table
right in front of him. I ordered a Christmas cookies frappucino. My usual drink
when I drop by or drive-thru. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Sitting there and read books of mine; Dead
Tomorrow by Peter James. I don’t really read as I can’t take my eyes off of
him.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">Being me who familiar
with strangers, I find him extraordinarily in<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-0" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">the ordinary way</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;">He is just an average guy that perhaps nobody
bat their eyes on. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;">White shirt, old jeans and sport shoes. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;">He is tall and dark. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;">He<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-1" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">does not have</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>the
model<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">look, but</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>he
definitely my kind.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space">He has messy-nerd hair and got the serious look. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space">As so I
said</span>.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">After an hour been
there, he looked at me and smile. I am smiling back awkwardly. I looked away.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> He<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-0" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">has approached</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>me.
Surprisingly. I said to myself </span></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 150%;">‘Damn, this kind of
situation had only become real in my imagination.’</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Can I sit here miss?”
He asked my permission.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Sure “ still awkward.
People who know me would probably could imagine my awkwardness.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “I read dead tomorrow “He is<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-0" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">starting</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>the
conversation. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space">He is</span><span id="GingerWidget-correction-1" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;"> <span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">totally</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>not
that kind serious like I said before.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /> <o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Really? So how would
you say about it? “<span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">Still</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-3" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">awkward, but</span><span style="text-align: start;"> </span></span>nearly not.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="correction"><br /><o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “Good read. Peter James<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-4" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">never lets</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>his
reader down. Full of gripping twists and turns. Put your adrenaline at highest
level most of the time.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /><o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “Couldn’t agree more “<span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">Yes, I</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-6" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">am known</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>as
being boring person when it comes to giving<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-7" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">an opinion</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;"><br /> <o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“May I know your name
miss?” He put his first step.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Oh yes, I am Marla.<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-0" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">And</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>you</span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-1" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">?</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>“</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br />
<o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Richard, just call me
Ricky “He tried to be<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">friendly, I thought</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>so.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /><o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “<span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">Oh, I</span><span style="text-align: start;"> </span></span>see,
you always here? “</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Most of the time if<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-4" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">I'm</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>not
working, I never saw you before.” </span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /><o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Been here a few</span><span id="GingerWidget-correction-5" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;"> <span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">times</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-6" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">before, but</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>never
drop by here. “ I put the book and focus on him.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /><o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “No wonder. So you are working or studying “I
don’t know it is just me or it is<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-7" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">true, he</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>is
trying to know me better. To assume not, I prefer<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-8" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">to go</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>with
the flow</span>.</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“I do both. I am a working
student or either way “I<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-0" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">am getting</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>more
friendly with Ricky. He is an easy-going guy.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /> <o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“So here alone or
waiting someone or what</span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-1" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">?</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">” He effortlessly charming, I must say. There is something in the way he speak.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;"><br /> <o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Just lazing around.<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">Are you working</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">? “Stupid me, of course he is working. He is mid
30s man.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;"><br /> <o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Do I look like a student
to you? Looks younger huh? “As</span><span id="GingerWidget-correction-3" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;"> <span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">expected, he</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-4" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">joke</span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>me around. We both<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-5" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">laugh</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">. He. When he laugh, I just can't laugh along. I am amaze.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;"><br /><o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “I am<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-6" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">a working man</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">. I work at the Columbia Asia Hospital in
Damansara “He is telling me about him without me asking.<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-7" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">Wow, this</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>is
going somewhere. I am excited.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“So you are a doctor</span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-0" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">?</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">” I tried to get<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-1" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">assure</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;"><br /> <o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Yes. Just helping people
with limited knowledge. “He<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">looks</span><span style="text-align: start;">
</span></span>around and sipping his hot chocholate. At the cup written ' Jason Bourne '.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="correction"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was eager to death to know why ' Jason Bourne '? Don't it a character in a movie? I keep asking myself but decided not to ask him. I put the thought at death.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="correction"><br /><o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “I suppose I should call you Dr. Ricky “Me
being lamely joking.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “<span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">Nahh</span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span>no
need. Just call me Ricky. Hey by the way, tell me more about you.” He showed me
his enthusiastic.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> “I work as a project manager somewhere in Mont
Kiara and pursuing my<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-4" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">Masters</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>in
Integrated Project Management at UTM KL.<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-5" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">Yes, I</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>am
a<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-6" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">woman</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>behind
the building<span class="apple-converted-space">.</span></span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Great. Just go
straight to the point, actually<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-0" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">I'm</span><span id="GingerWidget-correction-1" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;"> interested</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>in
getting<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-2" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">to know</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>you
better. Perhaps I can</span><span id="GingerWidget-correction-3" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;"> <span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">get, any</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>way
to keep in touch with you? “He with the gentleman look, blew me away. I just can't say no. His charm kissed me in every way from the first time I lay my eyes on him.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /> <o:p></o:p></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“<span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;">Err, sure</span></span></span><span style="text-align: start;">. Here is my number... 017.. “So sudden without me able to
finish the sentence, I feel someone is bumped me away<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-5" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">from</span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>the
back.</span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span class="apple-converted-space"><br /></span><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“Miss you are blocking the way.” I heard
someone jerking at me.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"><br /></span></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: white; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">At the moment I
realize, the conversation had never<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-6" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">existed</span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"> </span></span><span class="correction"><span style="border: none windowtext 1.0pt; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; padding: 0in;"><span id="GingerWidget-correction-7" style="font-stretch: inherit; text-align: start;">and</span></span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="text-align: start;"> </span>my
imagination getting better. </span></span></div>
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<span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I look at him again, he wasn’t there anymore.</span></span></div>
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<span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">" It is nice to meet you " </span></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; line-height: 150%;">So I
walked away, heading nowhere</span><span style="line-height: 150%;">.</span><br />
<span style="line-height: 150%;"><br /></span>
<span style="line-height: 150%;"><br /></span>
<span style="line-height: 150%;"><br /></span>
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<span style="line-height: 150%;">_NS_</span></div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
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<o:p></o:p></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05929048085710162024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-43327772228875686252015-02-05T01:09:00.000+08:002015-02-05T01:10:35.986+08:00The Sacred HeartDear sacred heart,<br />
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Sorry for making you dirtier day by day, year after year</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Sorry for feeding you such a filthy words</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Sorry for troubling you in such situations</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Sorry for getting so many scars.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
From the moment we were alive in this tremendous, challenging world,</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
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until I knew to differentiate right or wrong,</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
You have been so sacred, so beautiful.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
The pain that you feel,</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
The pain that you'd survive,</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
The pain that you bear with it,</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Teach you to be stronger, in this mean world.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Dear sacred heart,</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
I, myself won't let you hurt anymore.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
I've learned my lesson.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
It's worth to give you to someone who cares enough.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Family, friends.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
You've done your job right perfectly.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Let me protect you until the right day come for someone to care you :)</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Let's rest awhile, dear sacred heart.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
- ♥ Jay -</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-67064048839351554122015-01-17T15:44:00.001+08:002015-01-17T15:46:41.082+08:00Silent tears<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">I went
inside the room and mind my thought. As I laid down my eyes on her, she keeps
scrolling the timeline.</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">My mind
played back our previous conversation.</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“ You
knew it is going nowhere, isn’t? “ I said and left her with my thought. Perhaps
she’ll digest it later.</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">‘ Damn!
she don’t even give a shit about what I said. ‘ I kinda sick looked at her keep
scrolling the timeline and read his previous blog post. It is just like she let
herself drown into her own hope and creating their story. </span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">‘I knew
anything possible, but in consideration of her case, it is one in a million
will come true.’ I have seen her at her worst more than she could see. I have seen how hard it is for her to pick up all the pieces of her. I have been along the way and I don't want it to happen again.</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“ How
is it feel to stalk his news feed everyday?” I asked her. I am trying to understand her feeling. Well, I am her friend after all.</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">She
looked at me. “ What? “</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“ I
know you heard it. “ I protested. She don't even notice me sitting beside her.</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“ It
feels like, He and I having intimate conversation every night. It feels like I
know him deeper through his words.” </span><span style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 150%;">I
looked at her. I can see her heart smiling every time she read his story. I can
see a hell of hope in her eyes and I can see the spark of love. </span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“ Okay.”
I smiled. It is hard to not to. </span><span style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 16px;">I afraid if that fall for nothing. I am afraid if one day when she realize, it is too far to U-turn and too high to fall. End up she ‘ dead ‘ somewhere in between.</span><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> </span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">As I walked away, I noticed she wiped away her tears. ' I hope this is not just another unrequited love.'</span><span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="line-height: 150%; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: "Georgia","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">_NS_</span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05929048085710162024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-40071002893709653912015-01-01T00:33:00.001+08:002015-01-01T16:50:29.260+08:0031536000 seconds2014 already bit goodbye. For good.<br />
So many things happened. In a blink of eyes.<br />
Some we realize. Some we don't.<br />
What we realized, we feel it.<br />
What we don't, how?<br />
<br />
<br />
Seeing everyone keep posting and tweeting about their 2014.<br />
And I tried to post something also but then I got nothing to say.<br />
To share, to brag or to show.<br />
I keep typing and deleting.<br />
Lastly I discard it.<br />
So what and how actually my 2014 is?<br />
<br />
Basically there is nothing special.<br />
Just ordinary 365 days of me struggling my degree year.<br />
Just another 8760 hours of me living my life.<br />
and another 31536000 seconds struggling to change for better me.<br />
A year where Allah blessed me with more.<br />
A year where full of life lessons.<br />
<br />
So 2015.<br />
A year where there are so many things I wish to do.<br />
<br />
<h3>
Lets highlight the most important one.<br />A year where I am about to finish my degree. InsyaAllah.<br />A year where I able to support my dad, atleast.<br />A year for me to have my own income.<br />May Allah ease. </h3>
<br />
A year hopefully better than before.<br />
A year where I completely leaving behind what not important.<br />
A year where I don't want to look at 'you' from the back.<br />
There are so many things I want to do but lets action speak louder than words. Shall we?<br />
<br />
Farewell bitter-sweet 2014.<br />
Welcome the adventurous 2015.<br />
<br />
<br />
_NS_<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05929048085710162024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-45097090191985018352014-12-28T22:39:00.001+08:002014-12-28T22:39:33.429+08:00A heart that goes along with tears.A heart that constantly love someone.<br />
<br />
A heart that repeatedly hurts.<br />
<br />
A heart that never give up on that person.<br />
<br />
A heart that asks to be tough for everything.<br />
<br />
A heart that has many scars on it.<br />
<br />
A heart that throbbing each time see the loves one.<br />
<br />
A heart that has been through a lot of hardest time.<br />
<br />
A heart that wish one day it will be fine and okay.<br />
<br />
A heart that wish it can be share with someone who deserves it.<br />
<br />
Dear heart. You did a great job :)<br />
<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: right;">
-Jay</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-62791772384052973632014-11-14T16:35:00.000+08:002014-11-14T16:35:13.297+08:00Datelog<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 24px;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">To the guy a few tables away from me in the cafe,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">The first time I laid my eyes on you, you were blatantly like nothing.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Ordinary and boring.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Ate sandwiches and a cup of coffee.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Alone.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Next day, I saw you again.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Having same menu while chatting with a mate.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">You still look bloody boring with your mate.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Paying no attention at all.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Then, I saw you again, again and again.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">It was a date. Kinda.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">That is how it started. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Every time I went to the Cafe, you were almost always there.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Sometimes, doing same boring routine.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Sometimes, appeared attractively.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Sipping a cup of coffee and lazing around.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Indirectly, every day of our ‘ date ‘ I learn a few things about you. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Sometimes, you were smiling, laughing or silent.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"> And when you did, I realized how perfect you are.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"> You are not perfect in a normal kind of way, </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">but</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"> when you smile, it lights up your face in the best way. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">When you are laughing, the dimple you have, your eyes crinkled.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"> That was amazing in every way. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">The sloppy shirt you wore.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">The shabby denim and the oldskool sneaker.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">The messy of you is the beauty in my eyes.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Then I start asking myself ‘ Since when this dude becomes so extraordinary perfect?’ </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">After all, I choose to walk away. Left it unanswered. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Nothing matter.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">One day, it was raining outside and I stuck in that Cafe on my way going back home.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">That Cafe become crowded as the rain becomes wilder.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Among the crowd, my eyes caught someone look familiar.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Yes, it was you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Calmly sit in the corner. Like in your own world.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Having a cup of latte and reading a book. Different from any other days.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">My eyes refuse to look at another side either another person.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">The book you read, the book of my favourite.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Surprisingly.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt; font-weight: normal;">I don’t know how. I don’t know when.</span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">You have become an apple of my eyes.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">As cliche as it sounds, I wish you’d notice me, sitting a few tables away from you. Reading same book.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">I wish you would smile at me. I don’t have guts to talk to you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">I am afraid you would be nothing like I imagine.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">One of these days, I’ll work up the courage to say hi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">And maybe you’ll smile back and we could talk about the book we are reading.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">But until then..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Thank you for letting me learn something about you. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;">Thank you for showing me the extraordinary side of you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"> Love, girl a few table away from you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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_NS_</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05929048085710162024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-87635335038739918582014-10-19T17:35:00.000+08:002014-10-19T17:35:36.635+08:00Friendzoned" Kau dah ada someone kan?"<br />
Aku masih lagi memilih untuk menyepi.<br />
<br />
"Kau buat tak tahu je kan dengan aku."<br />
Masih juga menyepi.<br />
<br />
Bicaranya biarpun dalam senda namun aku tahu ada rajuk pada nadanya. Sekalipun begitu, aku diamkan juga. Biar, biarkan dia terus menelah. Selesanya aku begitu buat waktu ini.<br />
<br />
Petang itu dalam perjalanan pulang ke Shah Alam selepas empat hari di Johor, aku bicara pada hati sendiri.<br />
<br />
' Siapa ' someone ' telahanmu? Sedang aku hanya menanti seseorang untuk sedar wujudnya aku di hadapannya. Hanya harap hadirku istemewa.<br />
Bukan sekadar teman bertukar senyum.<br />
Bukan sekadar teman di kedai kopi.<br />
Bukan hanya sekadar teman biasa.<br />
Bila kau akan sedar itu ? '<br />
<br />
Senyum. Aku hanya mampu tersenyum saat dia melihat aku.<br />
Sakit.<br />
Berat.<br />
Hanya aku yang tahu sendiri bila melayan kau sebegitu.<br />
Biar dia teruskan. Kerana jika aku buka bicara pasti akan menyulitkan keadaan.<br />
Biar aku jadi yang teruk pada pandangan kau kerana melupai seorang teman dek kerana sudah ada ' someone '.<br />
<br />
' Lelaki tidakkah kau sedari? Aku yang sentiasa ada kala sulitmu. Aku yang kisah bila senyum mu tak seindah biasa. Aku yang mencuba sedaya upaya bangunkan kau saat kau jatuh. Aku yang gundah saat kau resah. Ya aku! '<br />
<br />
Kalau disebabkan ini persahabatan yang terbina putus saat-saat akhir pengajian ini. Maaf aku pinta.<br />
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<br />
Aku harap kau sedar, aku pilih untuk menjauh kerna aku gusar perasaan yang kian nyata menjadikan kita kekok. Tak, Menjadikan aku kekok sejujurnya.<br />
Kerna aku tahu dari awal lagi, kau dan aku takkan jadi seperti mereka, Jadi aku pilih untuk menjauh. Kerna jauh itu pasti akan indah pada waktunya.<br />
Kerna ia pasti jalan yang terbaik yang pernah aku pilih kala kau ada yang 'lain' kelak. Yang mana aku pasti, kau pasti ada yang lain.<br />
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Kerna aku tahu, kau takkan pernah sedar wujudnya aku yang bina harapan untuk di lihat lebih dari seorang teman.<br />
Dan buat ketika ini, aku hanya mampu menjauh dan menyaksikan kau mencari seseorang untuk kau hargai.<br />
Bahagialah kamu. Doaku walau dimana sekalipun.<br />
Cari aku kalau kau perlu, akan ada.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #292f33; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 28px; letter-spacing: 0.280000001192093px; line-height: 34px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><i> Ada bicara. Permulaannya payah.
Ada bicara. Bahasa bisu layaknya </i></span><br />
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<br />
<br />
_NS_<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05929048085710162024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-72297734377429514252014-10-06T05:33:00.000+08:002014-10-06T05:33:47.436+08:00Pointless.I sat by myself.<br />
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Wondering.<br />
<br />
Since I was born into this world, what I have contribute to it?<br />
<br />
Not to mention, what I have contribute to my religion? To family? or to myself?<br />
<br />
Zero.<br />
<br />
It's feel like living in useless point.<br />
<br />
Sigh.<br />
<br />
What did you do until now?<br />
<br />
<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<i>"I'm finding my true love like those fairy tales that always have happy ending~"</i></blockquote>
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Crap.<br />
<br />
There's lot of things to think, thousands of duties to do, but one reason to live.<br />
<br />
If people keep telling me, about love, marriage, love... I ain't no time for that.<br />
<br />
Broken, cheated.<br />
<br />
Misery.<br />
<br />
The reason to keep alive - contribution to my religion, family and myself.<br />
<br />
I hate to put myself in finding true love anymore.<br />
<br />
-Jay-Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-48623429527294046602014-09-27T16:13:00.000+08:002014-09-27T16:32:14.250+08:00Sang Asing<div class="MsoNormal">
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Aku kembali ke sini. </div>
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Buat pertama kalinya sejak pertama kali kita bersua muka.</div>
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Aku pilih untuk duduk ditempat yang sama. </div>
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Di kerusi yang sama,</div>
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Di posisi yang sama,</div>
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Di meja yang sama,</div>
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Cuba merasai
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Ingat lagi? </div>
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Bagaimana ceritanya kita tersalah tempat.</div>
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Dalam kehujanan itu dan malam yang sudah agak lewat.</div>
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Rintik yang membasahi rambutmu masih segar di ingatanku.</div>
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Maaf.</div>
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Sampai detik ini aku masih kesal.</div>
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Ingat lagi? </div>
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Laman pertama kali kita bertukar kata.</div>
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Lewat hari masih aku jengah</div>
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Terkadang setiap hari.</div>
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Mengharap juga kalau ada pesanan baru dititipkan buat
aku dari kamu.</div>
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Mungkin boleh ubat rindu yang kadang menyapa.</div>
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Aku belek kembali medium kedua kita menyambung
persahabatan.</div>
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Masih juga belum aku usik walau satu.</div>
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Senyum.</div>
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Terkadang kata kau masih lagi mengundang senyumku lewat
kehidupan yang saban hari mengundang lelah.</div>
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Aneh ya?</div>
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Ingat lagi? </div>
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Pesan ku selalu apa.</div>
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Aku, </div>
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Pesan mu masih ku sisip rapi, </div>
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Dan terima kasih untuk itu.</div>
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Harapku,</div>
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Kamu masih ingat pesanku,</div>
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Kamu okay menjalani hidup,</div>
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Makin okay tanpa kata dari aku,</div>
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Ya yang mungkin saja menyesakkan hidupmu saban waktu.</div>
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Tanah yang kamu pijak, Udara yang kamu hirup; Harap kamu
baik-baik saja disana.</div>
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Sekian, tinta pena tanpa dakwat dari aku.</div>
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Sang Asing.</div>
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<i><b>There's nothing hurt the most other than being a stranger to someone you love.</b></i></div>
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<i><b><br /></b></i></div>
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<i><b><br /></b></i></div>
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<i><b>_NS_</b></i></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05929048085710162024noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-20244185634501115262014-09-17T16:56:00.001+08:002014-09-17T16:56:23.095+08:00Simple Word. SORRYI'm so confuse of myself. What's wrong with me?<br />
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I told myself that I want to change, to be a better person.<br />
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But, instead, I don't.<br />
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I cry for my bad attitude.<br />
<br />
Badmouthing other people.<br />
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Even worst, backbiting.<br />
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Allah, I'm sorry.<br />
<br />
I told Him.<br />
<br />
I told myself, how about seek forgiveness to that person.<br />
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Gosh, I need one thing before doing that.<br />
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What's that?<br />
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Bravery.<br />
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Alhamdulillah. I finally found it.<br />
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Asking for forgiveness. It's not that hard. I finally put this thing together before seeing that person:<br />
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<ul>
<li>Sincerity</li>
<li>Honesty</li>
<li>Bravery</li>
</ul>
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My feeling? Calm and relax.</div>
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And that person, of course become the strongest person for forgiving me.</div>
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Thanks Allah for this religion, Islam. Teach us to apologize, forgive and forget.</div>
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Even though we are human that full with tonnes of flaws.</div>
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-Jay :')</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-78373861623758689292014-09-02T15:18:00.002+08:002014-09-04T14:59:17.188+08:00TeguranSaat aku alpa lalai bahagia buat sesuatu yang mungkin akan berbalik pada aku sendiri,<br />
<br />
Kau datang menasihati.<br />
<br />
Tatkala dahulu kau menasihati aku dengan bahasa kasar, aku dapat terima dengan hati terbuka,<br />
<br />
Bagai pintu yang tak perlu dipaksa untuk dibuka.<br />
<br />
Apatah lagi teguranmu yang kali ni penuh dengan hati-hati dan kelembutannya,<br />
<br />
Senang amat untuk diterima.<br />
<br />
Terima kasih kawan untuk itu.<br />
<br />
Aku tahu kita sudah berjauhan, dan kini kita sedar kita bukanlah sejantina.<br />
<br />
Mungkin kerana kau menjaga, kau kurangkan borak kosong itu dengan aku.<br />
<br />
Sekali lagi, terima kasih untuk teguran tadi.<br />
<br />
Alam maya,<br />
<br />
Mudah untuk sesuatu jadi viral. Saat aku leka duk gelakkan orang, share sesuatu yang mungkin membikin malu terhadap si mangsa, kau nasihati aku. <i>"Kesian dia, nanti dia malu"</i><br />
<br />
Hati tersentuh. Mungkin juga tersentap.<br />
<br />
Dengan teguran itu, aku dapat berfikir panjang, bagaimana kalau tiba tiba satu hari berbalik pada diri aku?<br />
<br />
Istighfar panjang T-T. Astaghfirullahalazim.<br />
<br />
Inilah contoh kawan yang akanku pelihara. Saat aku pernah kehilangan dia sekali, membuatkan kau cukup istimewa untuk aku!<br />
<br />
<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<b><i>"You're my Patrick, and I'm your Spongebob,<br />Whatever will be I'll always be with you to the top"</i></b></blockquote>
<br />
Jumpa lagi satu hari nanti :) Kawan, sahabat, teman.....<br />
<br />
Toodles!<br />
<br />
-Jay-<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-41715073500739952092014-08-29T14:05:00.001+08:002019-04-03T22:41:54.668+08:00Soal Hati | Feelings.<div style="text-align: justify;">
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What do you guys think about the title? Most of us have to deal with it seriously when our age reach about 20's. Lagi lagi yang tak pernah ada cinta monyet, puppy love time sekolah. Naive kononnya. Tapi agama kita tak galakkan untuk semua ni. So, thumbs up siapa yang menjaga :)</div>
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Saat hati sedang main puzzle,</div>
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saat otak tengah berkerja,</div>
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time tu la datangnya kekeliruan.</div>
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Nak kata empunya badan ada pengalaman, idok ler ada.</div>
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Belajar nak kenal diri sendiri pun payah.</div>
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Apa lagi nak kenal orang lain.</div>
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Pernah monolog dalam hati sendiri tak? Means, cakap dengan diri sendiri tanya diri sendiri, "Is it necessary to find love right now?"</div>
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Half of your mind says that it is necessary since dah masuk 20 ++ ni. And half of it, sekeras kerasnya told you, NOT NECESSARY. </div>
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Terlalu banyak situasi dan ujian selagi tak kahwin ni. Am I deserved to get married?</div>
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Ada datang dan pergi. Please awak yang latest mengenali saya ni, </div>
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<i>" I wanna keep myself safe and sound. And make myself feel more secure with Allah. I wanna love Allah first then you. Honestly, I really do like you. But I have to keep a distance from you. I don't wanna make you hurt. Anything happens, we are still friends ! Keep that in your mind. And don't ever lost contact with me. I'm regretting myself to put my trust with people who don't have any relationship with me. Being lied, being used. I hope you're not that kind of person. I'm not ready for love or anything serious with it. I wanna buy a car and a house first. Keep my family comfortable. That's the priority. Dear you, thanks for make me feel special. What a surprise for a person like you could find someone better than me, instead your eyes are on me."</i></blockquote>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1055874514791203612.post-65699596703596632502014-08-18T15:05:00.003+08:002014-09-04T15:00:33.551+08:00Respect.<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<i>Question that keeps lingering on my mind. Why do I need respect so much? Seems desperate? Naah~ I just feel I have to be respected by others.</i></div>
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Gosh, just throw away your thought! It is harming you inside. Don't you see? Well of course you can't.. It's hurting inside not the outside. Your heart feels like being ripped by a wolf, your mind feels like a nuclear bomb that waiting to explode.You should try my advice. First of all, to gain a respect from a single person you need to:</div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">Respect others.</span></b></div>
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You should respects others before you want others to respect you. Got that?</div>
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<i>Yeah. I got that. But what if they didn't do the same way just like we did to them?</i></div>
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Okay, secondly:</div>
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<b><span style="font-size: large;">Sincere.</span></b></div>
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After you do everything besides than respecting people, put the sincerity after that. You can feel the satisfaction after you hold the sincerity in everything you do. Trust me, with the sincerity, it teaches you to be patient, positive-thinking and so on :D</div>
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<i>I have try to put the sincerity in others job, but not in the respecting people. Maybe I should try then! :)</i></div>
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Good then. Do you understand now? I want to add something, as reminder for you and myself, but I need your opinion :) </div>
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If in an organization, we hold a great status, as an example, a president, and we know our duties, managing people, monitor them, right? There is a member of our organization hold a status as an exco of XXX, we ask him/her to do a task that related to their scope, but he/she doesn't do the task, how do you feel about him/her? We do keep reminding him/her about the task, but he/she just make the task like an unimportant thing at all. How do you settle down this problem? I need your opinion. We have respect him/her, give him/her time to finish that task. Don't you think he/she will look down on us, just because we keep pushing him/her? Seems like he/she doesn't want to talk with me anymore. :(</div>
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<i>Wow, you're the one giving me advice and yet you couldn't cope it? I thought you're good in handling the respect of your own member.</i></div>
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Well, yeah, I'm a human too. Never gonna be a perfect one, that's us.</div>
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<i>Okay then, what I have learned from you is, respect others.Seems you do respect him/her, but I don't know whether he/she respect you or not. Well, what I had in mind, how do you know you're pushing him/her? And, don't you think he/she may have another big task besides the one that you give to him/her? One thing is, does she knows his/her duties?</i></div>
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For your first question, I just feel it though. Second one, I don't know. Maybe yes or maybe no. And the last one, of course he/she knows it.</div>
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<i>Dude, how come you didn't know about his/her task since he/she working with you? What kind of president are you?</i></div>
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Well, he/she didn't tell me. Besides, it's not just me who have the power to give people task or whatsoever. Maybe it's my fault that I didn't ask him/her whether he/she busy or not. <span style="font-size: xx-small;">*sad face. </span></div>
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<i>I think you forget one thing. Now, let me advice you. You should:</i></div>
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<i>You should understand your people. Be in their shoes. What's their problems, how are they doing today.. Doesn't mean you have a high status, you forget your own committees members? It's just sucks, okay.. Be a leader that understand a heart of others. You should concern more, treat nicely your own committee members, not just ask them to do this or that. I know you are a great president, treat them like a professional one, respect them equally, but you also need to understand them.</i></div>
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Thanks, dude. :)</div>
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<i>But, if all of these doesn't work on him/her. It's the other story. You should seek forgiveness for being pushy all along, if feel that you're being too pushy lah~. Then, let him/her alone to think about his/her attitude. My patience have a limit if I were you. Gahahahahah!</i></div>
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P/S: Sorry for bad grammar or missing words :) Thanks for reading. Toodles!<br />
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Assalamualaikum.</div>
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Well, I don't know why I just want to make another blog. Maybe I can create a story, a poem. Sounds silly huh? Or maybe a place I want to spill out. I don't know whether my brain have come to a higher maturity level or what, it's just because, it's fun to talk to myself, monologue to myself by typing here. Agaknyalah~ Kalau tiba tiba ada yang terbaca ni, bacalah. I won't mind. But there's no secret in every each of my writing. Maybe there is, but in the implicit way lah.</div>
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Who knows from this blog I can make a superb tangkap leleh punya story kan? HA HA HA... Blog lagi satu tu aku biarkan untuk menyampaikan info untuk orang awam. Itu pun kalau ada orang nak singgah. HA HA HA</div>
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Lastly, sorry about the mix between english and malay languange. I'm still in progress to enhance my english language :D</div>
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Toodles!</div>
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